What happened, happened. It’s over. The past is gone and you cannot do ANYTHING about.
Don’t dwell on the past. History can’t be erased or written.
Focus on what you can change. Focus on what you can control.
Your have complete control of your present, and your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what’s going to happen, instead of worrying about what you can’t change.
Don’t waste your time being angry, sad, offended.
Get rid of excuses, make a plan, and start developing a positive, successful future. The result with each, small action, is that you ideas, plans and objectives start to materialise. They start becoming a reality. They become your present.
So what are you waiting for?
Start looking for your uni course. Start looking for possible destinations. Start looking for a place to live (why not use Bedssi.com), start contacting people. START TAKING ACTION.